MaraJayne95

Why does time move so slowly? So painfully? I'm moving in slow motion Thinking in fast forward Tripping over the obvious I'm swimming in an ocean Lost out at sea A sea of purple water And green skies And there's no one here with me Just miles of abyss And I'm swimming so slowly Tip toes and quiet steps Barely moving through the dark I see light, but then it goes Like a flickering flame The sun doesn't shine on me I don't think it ever has A crowd of empty faces Moves past; surreal No one to talk to I cry out to deaf ears Or perhaps my mouth is bound I seek comfort in danger With tearful eyes and hands that shake I seek real ease of scarle

This has to stop I said "No" Yet you persist You always persist I can't take this anymore It's time to be strong Time for me to step up This needs to be said Or this isn't going to work I don't like it when this happens All I want's your respect This isn't respect This is using me This can't go on I just can't take it It's hurting me Why can't you accept? This isn't right! It's not supposed to feel this way I'm not supposed to be scared! And yet you keep doing this How many times must I say "No"? I'm just not that into it Never really been into it This is making me dread seeing you And I hate myself for that You said you'd always be there for